My god my mom is a lush and she so makes me one by extension, luckily the liquor has dwindled out of my system since our outing. But we have been kayaking, shopping, to the movies, the arboretum, more shopping,and just making sure this is an easy and comfortable experience for the two of us.
We both were trying to analyze how easily frustrated we get one another, and how we can't pinpoint the source. however, my brusque manner and her inability to listen to me seem to be some of the major factors in our little tiffs usually with me flashing temper. Luckily, it goes away as quickly as it comes in almost all circumstances.
She has always thought I should be a teacher, interesting so many opinions on what or possibly who I was projected to be by those around me.
Me not dating has come up a few times, she seems concerned ... though I see no reason why. Though in the same vein, I am constantly worried about her, her health, her stress, and just her. I might be a hardass much of the time, but I do have extremely strong protective urges towards those I most care about, to the point where I get almost parental (that is not always liked).
I'm finally almost done with The Princess Bride, I think the Kite Runner will be next, having guests has slowed my ability to progress through my various novels.
My family will continue to have an interesting relationship with me, they don't listen, they care but its not enough. So I started walking away some time ago, they are still dazed, but communication has never been a family trait. My case was stated openly many years back but its easy to forget something with which you don't want to partake.
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